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Welcome to my sweetest homeNovember 29 闷透顶的假期..... 刚刚过了两个星期的假期，很闷，这是我最乖的一次假期，没有到处趴趴走，留在家里发呆，想知道什么原因吗？？？很简单，都没人约我。。。
 以前会觉得朋友很多，假期不够用，但经过这次可以深刻体会到我好像人缘很差咯，没人约我。。。在家就快结蜘蛛网了。。 以前没上大学的时候，大家都安慰我说不要紧，假期可以去找他们，但是现在有一种被骗的感觉，大家都各忙各的，谁理你？？好可怜！！！忽然间向如果可以在KL求学多好呢？？但现在已经没得选了，好伤心。。。但是有没得怨，路是自己选的，后果要自己承担。。。当初没仔细想清楚，朋友都讲了叫我想清楚，但是我一心一意说我想要拿会计系，但我现在宁愿选择KL，有很多书展，展览，哇，我羡慕那些在那读书的朋友。。。希望他们快点搬出去，到时我真的过去的时候可以“顺便”招待我过几夜，那我就感激不尽啦！！！我亲爱的朋友们，要SEK ZOu La Ho。。哈哈
 所以那些还未作选择的中六朋友，可要仔细想清楚了！！别像我这样哦！我也不是很差啦，只是说有一点不满意咯，理大没有所谓很严重的orientation week,我其实是希望有的，因为它是一个难忘的回忆，我也觉得学长学弟学姐学妹关系不是很好，可能是我的科系而已，我不确定，这一切一切都让我很不高兴。。可能我要得太多了吧！！希望第二学期会有所改变，我会尽全力去享受当中所有的东西，希望上天会听到我的心声，会有所改变吧！！！加油！！！ October 18 读不完的书... 最讨厌的季节终于来临了，救命啊，真的好难熬哦，上了大学，全部科目都将多课，又将难懂，偏偏考试又要靠全部，真的是快傻了。。。现在很烦咯，要做ACC先，还是读MANAGEMENT先？？哈哈，有一点没事找事做的感觉！！！我不要读“输”，要读“赢”。。哈哈！！
要跟表姐说一声，不好意思，现阶段的我和安然与目前的状况，不想再去想出国不出国的事，你就饶了我吧。。哈哈，我懂你是为了我好，但是真的没钱，做不了这么巨大的决定，除非上天掉一个以百万给我，那我铁定二话不说飞出去的。下次吧，等我做工赚钱了可能就能实现这个奢侈的梦想。。。我觉得本地大学其实也算不错了啦，比上不足，比下有余，是看你用什么角度去看而已，也就是那个一杯水，半杯水的道理。。以前的去哦会很天真，以为出国时我可以达到的事情，但是经过这两年，有一点想通了，出国不出国不重要，是你对自己生活的态度比较重要，以前那些执着都不动是为了什么，现在回想真觉得有一点好笑。。。不过那个也是成长的过程，没有经历过，那会懂得珍惜以及学会呢？？要学会珍惜才可惜！！haha。。。
October 10 Time pass by so fast... Time like pass through very very fast...i hardly to grab even one moment of it...Now i almost finish my first sem uni life in USM d...wa...nvr think that can be so fast..
Actually since the beginning i feel quite sad that i get USM but not UM...I dunno y i will be like that..cz first time i fill in the application form i straightly put USM-Accountancy as my very first choice without one second hesitate..cz that time i only choose the uni according to the course i want..as i know that for me as science student i just have few choices..ythat is USM n UPM..then i heard senior said that UPM's hostel condition quite terrible..so i just put USM as first choice lo..But thing change when in the second time of application..it is bcz i work for merely one week in my uncle's firm.then i realize that accountant's life really dull n boring lo..as i am an hyperactive ppl i surely cant stand to face the computer n just sit there whole day long dealing with numbers...so i immediately change the first choice to law..but em i cant get that la for sure..as law will give the acc stream student and also Form Six student the priority...
Now,i believe in fate..Really..Sometime really 冥冥中注定，怎样逃也逃不过命运的安排。。。所谓选你所爱，爱你所选；接受不能改变的，改变不能接受的，酱做人才会开心，对吗？？Actually till now i also dunno that i suit this career o not.but i can learn the basic way to run a business...i think relevant with the work that i would like to involve next time,so i think my choice would not be wrong.Now i really thanks god that give me the chance to enter USM.Really,i make a lot of frens here, n this yr onwards USM Accountancy actually changing its syllabus to meet the market's demand.we nd to go for practical training for 2nd sem of third yr..as senior all will go for it in their last yr...i've ad ask dean why we nd to go for training so early,which cause our course become so so pack...make us even hardly to breath..But after heard his explaination,i think we r quite lucky cz got such chance to go to our future career;s environment so early cz we still got chance to improve in the 4th yr..We can equip ourself with all the features that we lack of for our job in the last yr..
but actually wat i worry is that as u get into working environment it is very difficult for u to get the mood back to study life..that's the feeling i get form the short term job experience during the holidays..But that the thing that i nd to worry after two yrs..so now i just put it aside la..haha..
Recall back all the things i've done in the pass few months..i think that quite a lot of stuff i have done...really just happen in three months time..I have been chosen as the publicity group's head for a singing competition,learn al ot from that..found out that i am not a good leader as i am lacking of the confidence towards as i will try to do all the tihngs by myself if possible..that cause me so so tired as i got seven members in my group..really..用人不疑，疑人不用..as we ad i a group with other ppl o we work in a team we should co -operate very well n also let everyone got the chance to show their ability..yeah,i will try my best to kick of such bad attitude in coming days..September really the most bz month for all of us..i nd to hand in two big assignments n also presentation n i also nd to rush for all the tickets and also booklet for the competition..wa really a lot lo..but i can pass through all of that at the end..i really think that i am very geng ...haha..really sometimes we must try out the new thing that u think before that u not be able to do that..but actually u CAN but u just din give it a try..so all my beloved frens dun hesitate to try out new things..u will find out that u really MORE than wat u can be!!!
I still left six sem in USM..hope i can get wat i wish to get in uni life ba..haha n maybe can find bf here...haha the ultimate aim in uni for everyone..haha..wish me good luck la..
June 19 my uni life in usm.........finally eventually all being decide by the god......oh oh....i really really get USM-ACCOUNTANCY...aiyoyo y li??since 90% of my fren in kl y i get usm pg li???is it the instruction from god??I DUN WAN!!!is it that i more suitable in usm???n more ok with accountancy compare to law???cz i heard that law really tougher n tougher than accountancy...
is it that i must be an accountant if study account??i think actually deep in my heart i already quite satisfy...cz this course really quite ok d for those from acc stream...but just i dunno how to appreciate it only...a a a ....geramnya...y i always like that???ppl ask me to appeal..but i ask myself appeal for wat??as connie say ma every arrangement of god is the best arrangement,acc can consider as a good course d...(p/s:connie gan pls dun over delighted a cz ur name appear in my blog.....
 )i know that this 4 yrs really a good mo2 lian4 for our frenship...u c la last time i v worry de thing happen d lo, i really nd to alone in pg c u all play n study happily in um...aigh....so u guys pls dun forget me u know a bo lightning n thunder will be there to give some"present" to u all de....wu hahaha
usm in pg as i know not that bad ba at least i far more better than a bin...o pity bin get usm wo...i really ke lian u a bin...but dun sad la road is ppl gia2 chu4 lai2 eh..haha..
ytd talk with a mei..she remind me one thing,we r not longer a little gal d..no more day dream...this is the time for us to wake up d n clear our mind..must c clearly n make sure wat we wan to do in our future,wat kind of life we would like to lead in the future n no more"i think..."according to her, she say if one person la still dunno his o her role in the first twenty yrs in life la then he o she sure will lead a miserable life in future d ..i dun wan to be like that....ok ok i promise i sure will think v v v hard in uni to find the role of me in this world...aha..
p/s:ti kong a ti kong u pls bo bi me la ha,zhi3dian3mi2jin1 a .... April 15 Where is my future??emmm,long time no write my diary d....today is already 15 of April d...y time pass by so so so fast??i even cant catch one sec of it.....how i spend this five months actually?i almost forget d la....so sad....i think i quite gai cz until now also dunno wat i wan...i really so so so miserable,....like a boat in the middle of sea ...lose its direction...maybe is the decision not be made yet...so i everyday also like aimless lead a life like that really so so pity lo...so i think actually not that bad too la form six cz i still can think carefully li...n also no nd money,...if cant suit me then only waste time nia but if go college then me money n time liao...i think if the situatuation like that then i think so so gai looo i maybe will go to tiao hai that time....i think i should really look forward to it looooo but
i really dunno y i so scare to go back to form six lo..y li?can somebody tell me the reason?i think a my EQ really so low only lo cz i really cant handle my own mood easily n only show the emotional mood only make fren all so fan sometimes..so pai sei nei if u guys got chance to study this stupid things......sorry a cz i really dunno y i always like that...but i promise i will change la sure...just nd some times....
 ok la form six will be open soon so i hope i really can cope with it very very well......god bless me ...n sure all of u guys....haha...really if can go through form six very well then all sure will be alright then...i hope that time i will very sure wat i wan to sort after...gambade nei....all my classmates also will find the most suitable choice for them....kissy
14/4/06
12.51am... February 23 we live for wat.....wah..i really feel so so touch when got fren come here to read my blog then give me some advice.....really never think of tat before....thanks anyway...
ohhhh...i have been work for 2 months....i dunno whether i got learn a lot from my work o not...but at least i know my colleagues all so frenly...feel so appreciate to make fren with all of them..when i get scolded they will help me...will try to calm me down...when i think optimistic they will try to encourage me...although all of them not that proffesional ppl....but i think wat is the most important is that they are leading a happy life....although their salary not so high...but i think they have a correct n healthy view towards their life looooo...i should learn from them.....
recently i got more chance to communicate with my aunt n uncle...are they also the successful businessmen n women??i think so...but coz they bz of thier business then no time to take care of their children.....finally i can c a real fact n example in front of me....wahahahahah...coz last time i only read through news paper o reference book ma....but really feel so so so sad..coz this material world cause so many ppl lact of parent's love n care....sigh.....is that money really so so so important for all of us.....now i really feel so thankful that my parent not the rich one....but at least they got take care of us though not in the material form...but i think their love n care is "tidak ternilai".i cant buy all their love with money.....even cant buy with a castle...my dad really a 二十四孝one......gai lo....every time i ask him to fetch me go where n where la he sure say yes although he so so tired.....so pai sei a sometimes..nvm i promise i sure will treat him well next time when i got financial ability...emmmm...so this one prove that money so so so important looo....
 really?????钱不是万能的，但是没了钱就是万万不能。。。。。hai....sigh....GAMBADE．．．．life still going on...
kissy
10.15am
23/02/2006
a wonderful morning.... January 07 Raining Saturdaytoday is saturday........yeah just work half day......then i can go back liao...go to my favourite home..my sweetest home......really my home is the safest place for me........although at my aun's house i can watch tv n also online but i still not so like there lo,the feeling is really different to my own house la..so i not so like there....If i really no need work here i wont go to stay there one la.so pity a me...but i must think positively lo...if not the one who suffer is me......oredy one week no c my family members.miss them very much....n also my cousin..my cute cute cousin near one month no meet him...can walk now d i think.....but i still do not have the chance to meet him.hope tml he will come back la........i really cant wait to show him my present-a diao4dai4 dunno my aunt will like that o not....but that really expensive li.cost me 40++.......i also never buy such expensive present to my own sister li.......so think i also berat sebelah one..hahaahahaha......but my cousin is the smallest at home wo......sure i sayang him la n also he so so so so so cute a .......all my family members also sayang him very much de.......but he like too manja cry whenever he bei syok.a little bit lo heng..but anyhow i still sayang him la........hhaahahahahaaaaa
heard that lx work got 750 salary a month li..but mine one like only 500 i really wan more la,.....but who can help me to tell my boss????i work near 12 hrs a day a ..the first come to office but the last go home a .......so hardworking u know??hahahaahaha so hope they will know then give me more income every month la.....That day i really so so so so sad when think bout my working life.i really so so so down coz i like so long time not yet scolded by my teacher o wat else with so ferocious face....i really wanna cry that time a ...i think myselfso s oso useless lo...i know she look high on me last time coz i study in the front class in school....but i need so so so long time to understand a fact....i really so chi2dun4......but how???Cant change d la i think...maybe can la but need time also ma....she always praise my fren intelligent ...sure i know they clever then i baru introduce them to work with her ma if not i also dare not to do so la........from her i really get addicted to study overc but now wat for???she must look down on me n lazy to help me also....so a ppl a no nd to depend on others sometimes,depend on myself better looo.....but i really so s os osad,actually she is like that one....last time i think she so generous n kind de.....but now a ...suan la dun think too much.....sad..........
however since yesterday i thin i already adapt to the new working environment n i so happy.i got so many work n also non-stop de.good also i got no time to think bout my sad thing....then i can laugh more everyday.......i also know that bin also lead a life very much like me looobut she like so satisfy n also not like me always complain this n that......so i think i must like her looo....work much but not complain much lo,coz that really does not bring ant adventages to me ...but make me more down n not happy...n also make other ppl not happy bcoz of me...i shld not be like that de...so gambade la..............life still going on....no matter happy o sad........
from
cutegirlshan
yeah,can go back today.........
7/1/06
11.13am
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